Blurb
Stealing Lazarus’s miracle gifted him immortality.
Combined with his natural ability of invading and controlling people’s minds made him one of the most dangerous people on Earth. But the miracle came with a price. His punishment was to be imprisoned within the walls of an ancient monastery and tormented by an invisible fire that burned his body perpetually. To escape the pain he retreated deep into his own mind.
There he discovers the truth of the universe and that
only he can stop the coming Apocalypse.
Excerpt
Chapter 1
Tormented in grace
The miracle’s
fire consumed me.
How long had I
been imprisoned here?
Weeks?
Months?
Years?
I knew it was
2011 when the Friar and his team chained me to that monastery wall, but what
year was it now?
For too long the
chill stone had encased my body and spirit. At first the principal torment had
been the miracle. I thought stealing it was a good idea at the time. The
blessing had sustained Lazarus for over twenty centuries; the thought it might
do the same for me had been a beguiling one. Lazarus had been hell bent on
starting the apocalypse and destroying mankind so he could be returned to
Heaven. Along the way he’d made the mistake of torturing me.
That memory
haunted me still. The moment that I learned that there were people in this
world with talents greater than mine.
Naturally I’d
inflicted my revenge, stealing the curse others labelled a miracle in the
process. Unfortunately the theft came with a cost. The price came in the form
of the agony blazing through my wasted flesh. This blessing of eternal life
didn’t appreciate being worn by another’s skin. The price started immediately
weakening me while the Friar, Hammond and his soldiers imprisoned me in the
walls of the monastery.
The feel of the
sun upon my skin soon faded into a distant memory. Now the only connection I
had to the outside world came in the form of muffled chants of the monks. Their
hymns and constant prayers seeped through the walls like damp. Their sacred
words combined with the mask fixed to my face and together prevented my spirit
from leaving my body.
How I missed
having the ability to soar. I yearned to once again roam high above the earth.
The world laid out below me as if I flew like a bird. I could do that at will
once. I hadn’t used that ability enough.
Even more I
missed being able to invade the minds of those I encountered. With a thought I
experienced their memories as if they were my own. I could also bend their will
with my own like puppets on a string.
At first the
miracle and confinement were the only torments I was forced to endure. Strange
as it may seem I got used to the suffering. They almost became companions. As
time passed new pain entered my world. These started as mundane complaints,
hunger pangs in my belly, dryness and then constriction in my throat from
thirst. These mundane torments provided some diversion for my bored mind.
For a time I used
my gifts to suppress these pains. Eventually the desires of the body overcame
my will and along with the miracle they danced through me. They complimented
each other, kept my body wracked and my mind desolate.
Even for me
depression and despair proved difficult to hold at bay. My state of mind became
a serious concern. The pain simply wouldn’t end. My mind began to crumble under
the relentless assault.
I needed
something to distract me. Anything that I could focus my mind on, to separate
myself from the twisted pains defining my reality. I sought a refuge and turned
to the place that almost spelled my doom many years ago.
The abyss became
my escape. On the shadowed cliffs above the veil below I found a new home. I
didn’t escape the pain completely, but I could hide from it for a while. Sooner
or later the pain always dragged me back to my tormented flesh. But for periods
of time I freed myself. I delved so deep within myself I reached the very edge
of life.
The abyss itself
remained a mystery to me. I now realised it wasn’t the portal to Hell I’d once
assumed. After defeating Lazarus I’d glimpsed Hell as his soul was dragged into
the pit. When I stared down into the abyss it wasn’t the same. This was the
veil between our lives and what comes next.
More than I had
during my earlier life, I considered what that meant. What would come next? I
couldn’t deny some afterlife existed beyond death. Not that I really had to
worry about that particular fate. After all, the miracle protected me.
As well as my
sanctuary, the abyss eventually turned out to be another of my tormentors.
Beyond the veil I discerned vague forms moving in the shadows.
I’d first discovered
the abyss in my younger days after taking acid. As it had back then the forms
became agitated by my presence. Beyond those depths was the ultimate escape. An
escape denied me by the miracle. It made me immortal. Or pretty damn close to
it.
There was no
escape in any direction for me.
Chapter 2
Warnings from tainted lips
“Some things
don’t change.”
“Unfortunately we
do,” the Friar responded.
Friar Francis
rose and they shook hands warmly. The waiter arrived before they sat and the
Friar ordered two coffees. They both drank their coffees as black as the
cassocks they wore.
“Do you remember
when we first started drinking here?”
“Yes, learning of
demons in classes and escaping here into the light to watch the world go by.”
Father Moran
smiled. “The view is just as pleasant as it was back then.”
“It’s been too
long Ian. Where have you been for the past two years?”
“The society has
kept me busy in Africa. I’ve been with a team helping the local churches.
Interesting work, but it involved more pastoral and care work than my usual
line of work.”
“Cause for
celebration surely?” the Friar commented.
“Of course. Most
of the cases were simple self-delusion, or symptoms of mental illness. A few
turned out to be deliberate cons, a way to get some free medical care.”
“Was it really
that bad?”
“In some places.
For some villages the church provides the only local medical care. And of
course the continuing famine causes more hardship.” He sipped his coffee.
“Having seen some of the hardships they have to suffer, I can’t really blame
them.”
He accepted a
cigarette from the Friar and they both lit up. A young passer-by scowled at
them in disgust. They both smirked at the woman in reply.
“In the three
years I spent in Africa, I saw only one genuine case.”
“And is that why
you’re back in Rome?”
“Yes, but more
pertinently here to see you.”
“Me?”
“Yes my old
friend. The last case was genuine, but the demon said some things which made me
think of you.”
That surprised
the Friar. “What did the demon say?”
“It’s probably
best to tell you the whole story.” He extinguished his cigarette and drained
his coffee. “I was officiating at Sunday Mass in one of the small village
churches. More of a hut really, but almost the entire village squeezed
themselves in. You can’t believe how hot the air got in there.
“Anyway, midway
through the mass the door suddenly opened and a young man stumbled in. I didn’t
recognise him, nor did any of the congregation so I guessed he wasn’t a local.
The village constable later confirmed my assumption.
“As he entered
the church he started to scream and collapsed gibbering to the ground. At first
I thought it was just a case of hysteria, maybe drug induced psychosis.”
“Are drugs a big
problem away from the cities?”
“Not especially,
but it does happen. I tried, but he wouldn’t be calmed. The nurse who helped
minister to the sick at the church’s clinic couldn’t calm him either. It took
some effort but we carried him from the church and he finally calmed.”
Friar Francis
finished his own coffee and signalled the waiter for refills. They both lit
another cigarette.
“Even though he
seemed calmer, I heard him mumbling. Only by crouching close to him did I make
any sense of it. I was surprised to hear the man reciting quotes from the Bible
in Latin.”
Father Moran
paused while the waiter delivered their drinks.
“As you know
speaking in tongues is a sign of possession, but Latin is far from a dead
language. It still might have been hysteria or even a deliberate fake. However,
what did catch my attention was his perfect recitation. Normally demons only
quote scripture in mockery.”
Friar Francis
leaned forward. “Which passage?”
“Revelations
chapter 6.”
“An interesting
choice.” Friar Francis remarked.
“Yes, if a little
obvious. Anyway, he passed out so we took him to the clinic and let him rest.
He slept for almost the whole day before disturbing the villagers again this
time with enraged shouts. In several different languages he demanded to see me.
It sounded more like the bellowing of an animal. Then he called me by name.
Again, not proof in itself, he may have learned my name from the locals. Still
I felt convinced this was a genuine possession.”
“Why?”
“Instinct I
guess. When you worked with evil for so long you become attuned to it.”
The Friar nodded
his agreement.
“I entered the
clinic; it was just a small room with a handful of metal beds. I found the
nurse cowering in the corner and the young man squatting on the bed. He hadn’t
touched her, just bellowed for me. She was terrified, but it seemed odd.”
“Demons normally
enjoy some physical violence.”
“Indeed. But this
one wanted my attention more than gratification.”
“So what did you
do next?”
“I followed
procedure. I checked for the four classic signs. He demonstrated each
voluntarily. I’ve never seen such a thing before. He knew what I needed to know
and provided the evidence.”
“How?”
“First he pushed
by me, not roughly I hasten to add. He walked outside and to the battered 4x4.
He picked up the front end of the truck, not just a few inches from the ground,
but clear up to his chest.”
“Superhuman
strength.”
“Exactly and in
front of witnesses. Unfortunately I didn’t have a camera to hand. It would have
been nice to document it properly. Next he told me of the time I first
masturbated and who I fantasised about while doing it. I’ve never told anyone
about that.”
“So who was it?”
The Friar asked with a smile.
“I’ve never told
anyone and I don’t intend starting now. Although it was more than a little
embarrassing in front of half the village I can tell you. I should be grateful
only a few spoke decent English.”
The Friar
chuckled.
“At this stage I
was willing to take the earlier mutterings as a sign of speaking in tongues. So
only the aversion to holy symbols remained. The young man, I never found out
his real name, turned his back to me. I pulled a key from my pocket and touched
it to the back of his neck. He flinched, but no other reaction. I repeated the
action with the key. Again he didn’t react. I then touched my crucifix to his
neck and he howled as if I’d burned him.”
“He could have
been faking it.”
“Possibly, but he
did present the classic signs. However he then said a strange thing.”
“What did he
say?”
“He said he had a
message about the Deathless Man.”
“The Deathless
Man?”
The Friar kept
his face blank, but his old friend knew him too well.
“I know. It
sounded familiar. I immediately thought of Lazarus. But I’d also learned about
your success against that particular problem by then. I asked him if he meant
Lazarus and he replied no, but the Black Friar would know. I think he meant
you.”
The Friar stubbed
out his cigarette and immediately lit another.
“Maybe he does. What was the message?”
“He said the
Black Friar would have to guide the Deathless Man. He must follow the False
Gospel.”
“The False
Gospel? Is that a satanic text?”
His friend shook
his head. “I don’t think so. My best guess is he meant the Gospel of Lazarus.
There are fragments in the Vatican library. I remember hearing about it during
my time as a curator in the library. I’ve not read the text, but I’ve heard
mention of it. It’s been kept secret for years, available to Vatican scholars
only. I would say it’s your best place to start.”
“Did the demon
say anything else?”
“Not much. It
said the Deathless Man is the only hope for humanity in the coming Apocalypse.”
“Could this be
some sort of distraction?”
“It might.”
“So what happened
then, did you exorcise him?”
“No, I didn’t
need to. He left the body. Immediately it was obvious the young man had been
dead for several days.”
“That must have
been unpleasant.”
“It was.” Father
Moran picked up a menu. “Shall we eat?”
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